ght , all  t he  sam e, a ll  t he  w ay i t ha d to be  done . It woul d be  
ri
ght . N
ow . F
athe r D onova n walke d t ow ard hi s c ar a gain. H e t urne d onc e a nd c alle d s om ethi ng. T he jani tor  
w
ave d from  the  doorw ay t o the orpha nage, the n s tubbe d out  his c iga rette  a nd di sa ppe are d i nside  the  
bui
ldi ng. G one. L
uc k. L uck a gain. F
athe r D onova n fumbled for hi s ke ys, ope ned hi s c ar door, got  int o hi s c ar. I he ard t he ke y go i n.  
H
eard t he engi ne turn ove r. And then— N
OW . I s
at up i n his ba cks ea t a nd s lippe d the noos e a round hi s ne ck. O ne qui ck, s li ppe ry, pre tty t wis t a nd  
t
he  coi l of fi fty-pound-t est fi shi ng l ine  settle d t ight . He m ade  a sm all ra tc he t of pa nic a nd t hat w as  
i
t. “
Y ou a re m ine  now ,” I t old hi m, a nd he  froze a s ne at a nd pe rfect a s i f he  had pra ctic ed, a lm os t l ike  
he
 he ard t he ot her voi ce, t he  laughi ng w atc he r ins ide  m e. “
D o e xactl y a s I s ay,”  I s aid. H
e ra spe d ha lf a  bre ath a nd gl anc ed i nto hi s re arvi ew  m irror. M y face w as t he re, w aiting for hi m,  
w
ra ppe d in the w hite  s ilk m ask t hat s how ed onl y my eyes. “
D o you unde rsta nd? ” I s aid. T he silk of t he m ask fl owed a cros s m y lips  as I s poke . F
athe r D onova n said not hing. S ta re d a t m y e yes. I pul le d on t he noos e. “
D o you unde rsta nd? ” I re peate d, a  lit tle  s oft er. T
hi s t im e he  nodde d. He fl utte re d a  hand a t t he  noos e, not  sure  what w oul d ha ppen if he  tri ed t o  
l
oos en i t. H is  fa ce  w as t urni ng purpl e. I l
oos ene d t he noos e for hi m. “ Be  good,”  I said, “ and you w il l l ive  longe r.” H
e t ook a  deep bre ath. I c ould he ar t he  air ri p at hi s t hroa t. H e c oughe d and bre athe d a gain. But  he  
s
a t s till  a nd di d not try t o esc a pe .
T
hi s w as ve ry good. W
e drove . Fathe r D onova n follow ed m y di rections , no t ricks , no he sit a ti ons . W e drove  sout h  
t
hrough F lori da Ci ty a nd t ook t he Ca rd S ound Roa d. I could tell t ha t roa d m ade  hi m ne rvous , but he  
di
d not  object. H e di d not  try t o speak t o m e. H e ke pt bot h ha nds on t he w heel, pa le  a nd knot te d  
t
ight , so t he knuc kles s tood up. T hat w as ve ry good, t oo. W
e drove  sout h for a nother fi ve m inut es w it h no s ound but  the  song of t he tire s a nd t he w ind a nd  
t
he  gre at m oon a bove maki ng i ts  m    
    
		
	
	
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