be  care ful , be  exa ct, he  had said, a nd for a  
w
eek now  I had been s ure  tha t e ve ryt hing w as j us t a s H arry-ri ght as i t c oul d be . And w hen I l eft  
w
ork t his ni ght , I kne w thi s w as i t. T his ni ght  was t he  N ight . This ni ght  felt di ffe rent. T his ni ght  it  
w
oul d ha ppen, ha d to ha ppen. Just a s i t ha d ha ppened be fore. Jus t a s i t w oul d ha ppen again, a nd  
a
ga in. A
nd t onight it w oul d ha ppen to t he pri est. H
is  na me w as F athe r D onova n. He t aught  music  t o t he chi ldre n at S t. A nthony' s O rpha nage  in  
H
om este ad, F lori da. T he chi ldre n love d hi m. A nd of c ourse he  love d the chi ldre n, oh ve ry much  
i
nde ed. H e ha d de voted a  whol e l ife  to t hem. L ea rne d Cre ole a nd S panish. L earne d their m usic , t oo.  
A
ll  for t he ki ds. E veryt hing he  did, i t w as a ll for t he ki ds. E
ve ryt hing. I w
atc he d hi m thi s ni ght  as I ha d watc he d for s o many ni ghts now . Watc he d a s he  pa used i n the  
orpha
nage doorw ay t o t alk t o a  young bl ac k gi rl w ho ha d follow ed hi m out . She w as s m all, no m ore  
t
ha n e ight  years  ol d a nd s mall for t hat. H e s at on t he ste ps  and t alke d t o he r for fi ve m inut es. S he  
s
a t, t oo, a nd bounc ed up a nd dow n. They l aughe d. She leane d a gains t hi m. H e t ouc hed he r hair. A  
nun c
am e out  and s tood i n the doorw ay, l ooki ng dow n at t he m for a  mom ent  be fore  she  spoke .  
T
he n s he sm ile d a nd he ld out  a ha nd. T he gi rl bum ped he r head a gains t t he  pri est. F athe r D onova n  
hugge
d her, stood, a nd kisse d t he gi rl good ni ght. The nun l aughe d and s aid s om ethi ng t o Fathe r  
D
onova n. He s aid s om ethi ng ba ck.
A
nd t hen he  sta rt ed t ow ard hi s c ar. F ina lly:  I c oile d m yself t o s tri ke  and— N
ot  ye t. A  jani tori al s ervi ce m ini va n s tood fi fteen fe et from  the  door. A s F athe r D onova n pass e d i t,  
t
he  side  door s lid ope n. A man l eane d out , puffi ng on a  ciga rett e , a nd gre ete d t he pri est, w ho l eane d  
a
ga ins t t he  va n and t alke d t o the m an. L
uc k. L uck a gain. A lw ays  luc k on t hese  N ight s. I ha d not  see n t he m an, not  guesse d he  was t he re.  
But
 he woul d ha ve see n m e. If not  for Luck. I t
ook a  deep bre ath. L et i t out  slow  and s te a dy, i cy c old. It  was onl y one  sm all t hi ng. I ha d not  
m
is se d a ny ot hers. I ha d done  it a ll ri    
    
		
	
	
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