cost, 
then the outcome will be in the hands of a power way beyond our own. 
But if it be fated that I don't come back, let no one ever say, "Poor 
_R----_." I have had all the best things of life given me in full 
measure--the happiest childhood and boyhood, health, the love of 
family and friends, the profession I love, marriage to the girl I wanted, 
and my son. If I go now, it will be as one who quits the game while the 
blue chips are all in his own pile. 
GENERAL POST OFFICE, LONDON 
MAY 19. 
[Sidenote: Rescuing a sailor.] 
On the trip over, we were steaming behind the _R----_, when all at once 
she steered out and backed, amid much running around on board. At
first we thought she saw a submarine and stood by our guns. Then we 
saw she had a man overboard. We immediately dropped our lifeboat, 
and I went in charge for the fun of it. Beat the _R----'s_ boat to him. He 
had no life-preserver, but the wool-lined jacket he wore kept him high 
out of water, and he was floating around as comfortably as you please, 
barring the fact that his fall had knocked him unconscious. So we not 
only took him back to his ship, but picked up the _R----'s_ boat-hook, 
which the clumsy lubbers had dropped--and kept it as a reward for our 
trouble. 
[Sidenote: Very little known about the U-boat situation.] 
We are being somewhat overhauled, refitted, etc., in the British 
dock-yard here. Navy yards are much the same the world over, I guess. 
I will say, however, that they have dealt with us quickly and efficiently, 
with the minimum of red tape and correspondence. We have become in 
fact an integral part of the British Navy. Admiral Sims is in general 
supervision of us, but we are directly in command of the British 
Admiral commanding the station. Of the U-boat situation, I may say 
little. There is nothing about which so much is imagined, rumored and 
reported, and so little known for certain. Five times, when coming 
through the danger zone, we manned all guns, thinking we saw 
something. Once in my watch I put the helm hard over to dodge a 
torpedo--which proved to be a porpoise! And I'll do the same thing 
again, too. We are in this war up to the neck, there is no doubt about 
that--and thank Heaven for it! 
Kiss our son for me and make up your mind that you would rather have 
his father over here on the job than sitting in a swivel-chair at home 
doing nothing. 
MAY 26. 
I never seem to get time to write a real letter. All hands, including your 
husband, are so dead tired when off watch that there is nothing to do 
but flop down on your bunk--or on the deck sometimes--and sleep. The 
captain and I take watch on the bridge day and night, and outside of 
this I do my own navigating and other duties, so time does not go
a-begging with me. However, we are still unsunk, for which we should 
be properly grateful. 
[Sidenote: War has become matter-of-fact.] 
I have seen a little of Ireland and like New York State better than ever. 
It is difficult to realize how matter-of-fact the war has become with 
every one over here. You meet some mild mannered gentleman and 
talk about the weather, and then find later that he is a survivor from 
some desperate episode that makes your blood tingle. I would that we 
were over on the North Sea side, where Providence might lay us 
alongside a German destroyer some gray dawn. This 
submarine-chasing business is much like the proverbial skinning of a 
skunk--useful, but not especially pleasant or glorious. 
JUNE 1. 
[Sidenote: Glad to be in the big game.] 
When I said good-bye to you at home, I don't think that either of us 
realized that I was coming over here to stay. Perhaps it was just as well. 
Human nature is such that we subconsciously refuse to accept an idea, 
even when we know it to be a true one, because it is totally 
new--beyond our experience. Pursuant to which, I could not believe 
that my fondest hopes were to be realized, and that not only I, but the 
whole of America, would really get into the big game. Oh, it is big all 
right, and it grows on you the more you get into it. 
Now, I realize that it is asking too much of you or of any woman to 
view with perfect complacency having a husband suddenly injected 
into war. But just consider--suppose I was a prosperous dentist or 
produce merchant on shore, instead of in the Navy. By now you and I 
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