hourly tortured, delighted, caught up into ecstasy, 
torn and crushed by jealousy and fear, or plunged into the frigid waters 
of despair. 
The melancholy hymn resounded through the vast church, but though 
the Wanderer stretched the faculty of hearing to the utmost, he could no 
longer find the note he sought amongst the vibrations of the dank and 
heavy air. Then an irresistible longing came upon him to turn and force 
his way through the dense throng of men and women, to reach the aisle 
and press past the huge pillar till he could slip between the tombstone 
of the astronomer and the row of back wooden seats. Once there, he 
should see her face to face. 
He turned, indeed, as he stood, and he tried to move a few steps. On all 
sides curious looks were directed upon him, but no one offered to make 
way, and still the monotonous singing continued until he felt himself 
deafened, as he faced the great congregation. 
"I am ill," he said in a low voice to those nearest to him. "Pray let me 
pass!" 
His face was white, indeed, and those who heard his words believed 
him. A mild old man raised his sad blue eyes, gazed at him, and while 
trying to draw back, gently shook his head. A pale woman, whose 
sickly features were half veiled in the folds of a torn black shawl, 
moved as far as she could, shrinking as the very poor and miserable 
shrink when they are expected to make way before the rich and the 
strong. A lad of fifteen stood upon tiptoe to make himself even slighter 
than he was and thus to widen the way, and the Wanderer found 
himself, after repeated efforts, as much as two steps distant from his 
former position. He was still trying to divide the crowd when the music 
suddenly ceased, and the tones of the organ died away far up under the
western window. It was the moment of the Elevation, and the first 
silvery tinkling of the bell, the people swayed a little, all those who 
were able kneeling, and those whose movements were impeded by the 
press of worshippers bending towards the altar as a field of grain before 
the gale. The Wanderer turned again and bowed himself with the rest, 
devoutly and humbly, with half-closed eyes, as he strove to collect and 
control his thoughts in the presence of the chief mystery of his Faith. 
Three times the tiny bell was rung, a pause followed, and thrice again 
the clear jingle of the metal broke the solemn stillness. Then once more 
the people stirred, and the soft sound of their simultaneous motion was 
like a mighty sigh breathed up from the secret vaults and the deep 
foundations of the ancient church; again the pedal note of the organ 
boomed through the nave and aisles, and again the thousands of human 
voices took up the strain of song. 
The Wanderer glanced about him, measuring the distance he must 
traverse to reach the monument of the Danish astronomer and 
confronting it with the short time which now remained before the end 
of the Mass. He saw that in such a throng he would have no chance of 
gaining the position he wished to occupy in less than half an hour, and 
he had not but a scant ten minutes at his disposal. He gave up the 
attempt therefore, determining that when the celebration should be over 
he would move forward with the crowd, trusting to his superior stature 
and energy to keep him within sight of the woman he sought, until both 
he and she could meet, either just within or just without the narrow 
entrance of the church. 
Very soon the moment of action came. The singing died away, the 
benediction was given, the second Gospel was read, the priest and the 
people repeated the Bohemian prayers, and all was over. The countless 
heads began to move onward, the shuffling of innumerable feet sent 
heavy, tuneless echoes through vaulted space, broken every moment by 
the sharp, painful cough of a suffering child whom no one could see in 
the multitude, or by the dull thud of some heavy foot striking against 
the wooden seats in the press. The Wanderer moved forward with the 
rest. Reaching the entrance of the pew where she had sat he was kept 
back during a few seconds by the half dozen men and women who were
forcing their way out of it before him. But at the farthest end, a figure 
clothed in black was still kneeling. A moment more and he might enter 
the pew and be at her side. One of the other women dropped something 
before she was out of the narrow space, and stooped, fumbling and 
searching in    
    
		
	
	
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