in that poor district had developed infinite compassion in 
his breast, his heart failed him, distracted, rent by contemplation of the 
misery which he despaired of healing. And in this awakening of his 
feelings he often thought that his reason was giving way, he seemed to 
be retracing his steps towards childhood, to that need of universal love 
which his mother had implanted in him, and dreamt of chimerical 
solutions, awaiting help from the unknown powers. Then his fears, his 
hatred of the brutality of facts at last brought him an increasing desire 
to work salvation by love. No time should be lost in seeking to avert 
the frightful catastrophe which seemed inevitable, the fratricidal war of 
classes which would sweep the old world away beneath the 
accumulation of its crimes. Convinced that injustice had attained its 
apogee, that but little time remained before the vengeful hour when the 
poor would compel the rich to part with their possessions, he took 
pleasure in dreaming of a peaceful solution, a kiss of peace exchanged 
by all men, a return to the pure morals of the Gospel as it had been 
preached by Jesus. 
Doubts tortured him at the outset. Could olden Catholicism be 
rejuvenated, brought back to the youth and candour of primitive
Christianity? He set himself to study things, reading and questioning, 
and taking a more and more passionate interest in that great problem of 
Catholic socialism which had made no little noise for some years past. 
And quivering with pity for the wretched, ready as he was for the 
miracle of fraternisation, he gradually lost such scruples as intelligence 
might have prompted, and persuaded himself that once again Christ 
would work the redemption of suffering humanity. At last a precise 
idea took possession of him, a conviction that Catholicism purified, 
brought back to its original state, would prove the one pact, the 
supreme law that might save society by averting the sanguinary crisis 
which threatened it. 
When he had quitted Lourdes two years previously, revolted by all its 
gross idolatry, his faith for ever dead, but his mind worried by the 
everlasting need of the divine which tortures human creatures, a cry 
had arisen within him from the deepest recesses of his being: "A new 
religion! a new religion!" And it was this new religion, or rather this 
revived religion which he now fancied he had discovered in his desire 
to work social salvation--ensuring human happiness by means of the 
only moral authority that was erect, the distant outcome of the most 
admirable implement ever devised for the government of nations. 
During the period of slow development through which Pierre passed, 
two men, apart from Abbe Rose, exercised great influence on him. A 
benevolent action brought him into intercourse with Monseigneur 
Bergerot, a bishop whom the Pope had recently created a cardinal, in 
reward for a whole life of charity, and this in spite of the covert 
opposition of the papal /curia/ which suspected the French prelate to be 
a man of open mind, governing his diocese in paternal fashion. Pierre 
became more impassioned by his intercourse with this apostle, this 
shepherd of souls, in whom he detected one of the good simple leaders 
that he desired for the future community. However, his apostolate was 
influenced even more decisively by meeting Viscount Philibert de la 
Choue at the gatherings of certain workingmen's Catholic associations. 
A handsome man, with military manners, and a long noble-looking face, 
spoilt by a small and broken nose which seemed to presage the ultimate 
defeat of a badly balanced mind, the Viscount was one of the most
active agitators of Catholic socialism in France. He was the possessor 
of vast estates, a vast fortune, though it was said that some unsuccessful 
agricultural enterprises had already reduced his wealth by nearly 
one-half. In the department where his property was situated he had 
been at great pains to establish model farms, at which he had put his 
ideas on Christian socialism into practice, but success did not seem to 
follow him. However, it had all helped to secure his election as a 
deputy, and he spoke in the Chamber, unfolding the programme of his 
party in long and stirring speeches. 
Unwearying in his ardour, he also led pilgrimages to Rome, presided 
over meetings, and delivered lectures, devoting himself particularly to 
the people, the conquest of whom, so he privately remarked, could 
alone ensure the triumph of the Church. And thus he exercised 
considerable influence over Pierre, who in him admired qualities which 
himself did not possess--an organising spirit and a militant if somewhat 
blundering will, entirely applied to the revival of Christian society in 
France. However, though the young priest learnt a good deal by 
associating with him, he nevertheless remained a sentimental dreamer, 
whose imagination, disdainful of political    
    
		
	
	
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