The Thing in the Upper Room | Page 3

consciousness he knew not by what
gate. Again he accused his fancy. He stamped and whistled, and set
about unpacking a few canvases and a case of old oriental weapons that
were part of his professional properties. But he could give no proper
attention to the work, and detected himself more than once yielding to a
childish impulse to look over his shoulder. He laughed at himself--with
some effort--and sat determinedly to smoke a pipe, and grow used to
his surroundings. But presently he found himself pushing his chair
farther and farther back, till it touched the wall. He would take the
whole room into view, he said to himself in excuse, and stare it out of
countenance. So he sat and smoked, and as he sat his eye fell on a
Malay dagger that lay on the table between him and the window. It was
a murderous, twisted thing, and its pommel was fashioned into the
semblance of a bird's head, with curved beak and an eye of some dull
red stone. He found himself gazing on this red eye with an odd,
mindless fascination. The dagger in its wicked curves seemed now a
creature of some outlandish fantasy--a snake with a beaked head, a
thing of nightmare, in some new way dominant, overruling the centre
of his perceptions. The rest of the room grew dim, but the red stone
glowed with a fuller light; nothing more was present to his
consciousness. Then, with a sudden clang, the heavy bell of St. Sulpice
aroused him, and he started up in some surprise.
There lay the dagger on the table, strange and murderous enough, but
merely as he had always known it. He observed with more surprise,
however, that his chair, which had been back against the wall, was now
some six feet forward, close by the table; clearly, he must have drawn it
forward in his abstraction, towards the dagger on which his eyes had
been fixed. . . The great bell of St. Sulpice went clanging on, repeating
its monotonous call to the Angelus.
He was cold, almost shivering. He flung the dagger into a drawer, and
turned to go out. He saw by his watch that it was later than he had

supposed; his fit of abstraction must have lasted some time. Perhaps he
had even been dozing.
He went slowly downstairs and out into the streets. As he went he grew
more and more ashamed of himself, for he had to confess that in some
inexplicable way he feared that room. He had seen nothing, heard
nothing of the kind that one might have expected, or had heard of in
any room reputed haunted; he could not help thinking that it would
have been some sort of relief if he had. But there was an all-pervading,
overpowering sense of another Presence--something abhorrent, not
human, something almost physically nauseous. Withal it was
something more than presence; it was power, domination--so he
seemed to remember it. And yet the remembrance grew weaker as he
walked in the gathering dusk; he thought of a story he had once read of
a haunted house wherein it was shown that the house actually was
haunted--by the spirit of fear, and nothing else. That, he persuaded
himself, was the case with his room; he felt angry at the growing
conviction that he had allowed himself to be overborne by fancy--by
the spirit of fear.
He returned that night with the resolve to allow himself no foolish
indulgence. He had heard nothing and had seen nothing; when
something palpable to the senses occurred, it would be time enough to
deal with it. He took off his clothes and got into bed deliberately,
leaving candle and matches at hand in case of need. He had expected to
find some difficulty in sleeping, or at least some delay, but he was
scarce well in bed ere he fell into a heavy sleep.
Dazzling sunlight through the window woke him in the morning, and
he sat up, staring sleepily about him. He must have slept like a log. But
he had been dreaming; the dreams were horrible. His head ached
beyond anything he had experienced before, and he was far more tired
than when he went to bed. He sank back on the pillow, but the mere
contact made his head ring with pain. He got out of bed, and found
himself staggering; it was all as though he had been
drunk--unspeakably drunk with bad liquor. His dreams--they had been
horrid dreams; he could remember that they had been bad, but what

they actually were was now gone from him entirely. He rubbed his eyes
and stared amazedly down at the table: where the crooked dagger lay,
with its bird's head and red stone eye. It lay just