The Ruinous Face | Page 4

For King Priam, the old king, is good to me, and
the Queen also; and my lord Hector was above all men good to me, and
defended me always against scorn and evil report. True it is that I have
been the reproach of men, both Trojans and Achæans; and all the woes
of the years have been laid to me who am most guiltless of offence. For
all my sin has been that I have been gentle with those who hold me
here; and have not denied them that which cannot be denied, but have
given what I must with fair-seeming."
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And another time she said, "What mercy have men for a woman whom
they desire and cannot have? And what face have women for her who is
more sought than them? And what of such a woman, O lord Menelaus,
what of her in her misery? Is it true, thinkest thou, because she is good
to look upon and is desired by men, that she should have no desires of
her own? And must she have pleasure only in that which men seek of
her, and none in her house and child overseas? Is my face then, and are

these my breasts all that I have? And is my mind nothing at all, nor the
kindness in my heart, nor the joy I have in the busy world? My face has
been ruin unto many, and many have sought my breasts; but to me it
has been misery and shame, and my milk a bitter gall."
Thus spake Helen of the fair girdle; and he saw her eyes filled with
tears, and pure sorrow upon her face; and he held up his arms to her,
crying, "O my dear one, wilt thou not come back to me?" She could not
speak for crying; but nodded her head often between her covering
hands.
Then he, seeing how her thoughts lay, gently toward home, and
desiring to please her now more than anything in the world, spake of
the child, swearing by the Gods of Lacedæmon that she was not
forgotten. "Nay," he said, "but still she talks of her mother, and every
day would know of her return. And those about her in our house,
faithful ones, say, 'The King thy father has gone to bring our lady back;
and all will be happy again.' And so," said he, "it shall be, beloved, if
thou wilt but come." Then Helen lifted up her face from her covering
hands, and showed him her eyes. And he said, "O Wonder of the World,
shall I come for thee?"
And her words were sped down the wall, soft as dropping rose-leaves:
"Come soon." And King Menelaus returned to his quarters, glorying in
his strength.
* * * * *
This day he took counsel with King Agamemnon his brother, and with
Odysseus, wisest of the Achæans, and told them all. And while they
pondered what the news might mean he declared his purpose, which
was to have Helen again by all means, and to enter Troy disguised by
night, and in the morning to drop with her in his arms over the wall,
from the garden of Paris' house. But Odysseus dissuaded him, and so
did the King his brother; for they knew very well that Troy must be
sacked, and the Achæans satisfied with plunder, and death, and women.
For after ten years of strife men raven for such things, and will not give
over until they have them. Also it was written in the heart of Hera that

the walls of Troy must be cast down, and the pride thereof made a
byword. So it was that the counsel of King Menelaus was overpassed,
and that of Odysseus prevailed. And with him lay the word that he
should make his plan, and tell it over to Menelaus, that he might tell it
again to Helen when he saw her on the wall.
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At this time a great heart was in Helen, and strong purpose. And it was
so that while Paris marvelled to see her beauty wax ever the clearer,
and while he loved her more than ever he had, and found her
compliance the sweeter, he guessed nothing of what spirit it was that
possessed her, nor of what she did when she was by herself. Nor could
he guess, since she refused him never what he asked of her, how she
weighed him lightly beside Menelaus her husband; nor, while she let
herself be loved, what soft desires were astir in her heart to be
cherished as a wife, sharer of a man's hearth, partaker of his counsels,
comforter in his troubles, and mother of his sons. But it came