Duncan." He was just one and twenty, but a couple of 
years out of Sandhurst. Only a week before I had received an exuberant 
letter from him extolling his men as "super- devil-angels," and 
imploring me if I loved him and desired to establish the supremacy of 
British arms, to send him some of Mrs. Marigold's potted shrimp. 
And now, there he was dead; and, if lucky, buried with a little wooden 
cross with his name rudely inscribed, marking his grave. 
I reached out my hand. 
"My poor old Anthony!" 
He jerked his head and glance towards his wife and wheeled me to her 
side, so that I could put my hand on her shoulder.
"It's bitter hard, Edith, but--" 
"I know, I know. But all the same--" 
"Well, damn it all!" cried Sir Anthony, in a quavering voice, "he died 
like a man and there's nothing more to be said." 
Presently he looked at his watch. 
"By George," said he, "I've only just time to get to my Committee." 
"What Committee?" I asked. 
"The Lord Lieutenant's. I promised to take the chair." 
For the first time Lady Fenimore lifted her stricken face. 
"Are you going, Anthony?" 
"The boy didn't shirk his duty. Why should I?" 
She looked at him squarely and the most poignant simulacrum of a 
smile I have ever seen flitted over her lips. 
"Why not, darling? Duncan will keep me company till you come back." 
He kissed his wife, a trifle more demonstratively than he had ever done 
in alien presence, and with a nod at me, went out of the room. 
And suddenly she burst into sobbing again. 
"I know it's wrong and wicked and foolish," she said brokenly. "But I 
can't help it. Oh, God! I can't help it." 
Then, like an ass, I began to cry, too; for I loved the boy, and that 
perhaps helped her on a bit. 
CHAPTER II
Dulce et decorum est pro patria mori. The tag has been all but outworn 
during these unending days of death; it has become almost a cant 
phrase which the judicious shrink from using. Yet to hundreds of 
thousands of mourning men and women there has been nothing but its 
truth to bring consolation. They are conscious of the supreme sacrifice 
and thereby are ennobled. The cause in which they made it becomes 
more sacred. The community of grief raises human dignity. In England, 
at any rate, there are no widows of Ashur. All are silent in their 
lamentations. You see little black worn in the public ways. The 
Fenimores mourned for their only son, the idol of their hearts; but the 
manifestation of their grief was stoical compared with their 
unconcealed desolation on the occasion of a tragedy that occurred the 
year before. 
Towards the end of the preceding June their only daughter, Althea, had 
been drowned in the canal. Here was a tragedy unrelieved, stupid, 
useless. Here was no consoling knowledge of glorious sacrifice; no 
dying for one's country. There was no dismissing it with a heroic word 
that caught in the throat. 
I have not started out to write this little chronicle of Wellingsford in 
order to weep over the pain of the world. God knows there is in it an 
infinity of beauty, fresh revelations of which are being every day 
unfolded before my eyes. 
If I did not believe with all my soul that out of Darkness cometh Light, 
I would take my old service revolver from its holster and blow out my 
brains this very minute. The eternal laughter of the earth has ever since 
its creation pierced through the mist of tears in which at times it has 
been shrouded. What has been will be. Nay, more, what has been shall 
be. It is the Law of what I believe to be God.... As a concrete instance, 
where do you find a fuller expression of the divine gaiety of the human 
spirit than in the Houses of Pain, strewn the length and breadth of the 
land, filled with maimed and shattered men who have looked into the 
jaws of Hell? If it comes to that, I have looked into them myself, and 
have heard the heroic jests of men who looked with me. 
For some years up to the outbreak of the war which has knocked all
so-called modern values silly, my young friends, with a certain 
respectful superciliousness, regarded me as an amiable person 
hopelessly out of date. Now that we are at grip with elementals, I find 
myself, if anything, in advance of the fashion. This, however, by the 
way. What I am clumsily trying to explain is that if I am to make this 
story intelligible I must start from the darkness where its roots lie 
hidden. And that darkness is the black depths of    
    
		
	
	
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