the small, fat mustard jar which always graced 
the middle of the dining table. They had once told her that the contents 
of the jar "were not for little girls." 
They had been mistaken. She had investigated, suffered, and learned! 
Well, she was ready to suffer--but learn she must! 
Nathaniel shook his head and set forth his scheme of life for her, briefly 
and clearly. 
"You'll have nothing but woman ways--bad enough you need 
them--they will tame and keep you safe. You'll marry early and find 
your pleasure and duty in your home." 
Priscilla turned without another word, but there was an ugly line 
between her eyes. 
That night and the next she took the matter before a higher judge, and 
fervently, rigidly prayed. On the third night she pronounced her 
ultimatum. Kneeling by the tiny gable window of her grim little 
bedchamber, her face strained and intense, her big eyes fixed on a red, 
pulsing planet above the hemlocks outside, she said: 
"Dear God, I'll give you three days to move his stony heart to let me go 
to school; if you don't do it by then, I'm going to worship graven 
images!" 
Priscilla at that time was eight, and three days seemed to her a generous 
time limit. But Nathaniel's stony heart did not melt, and at the end of 
the three days Priscilla ceased to pray for many and many a year, and 
forthwith she proceeded to worship a graven image of her own
creation. 
A mile up the grassy road, beyond Lonely Farm and on the way toward 
the deep woods, was an open space of rich, red rock surrounded by a 
soft, feathery fringe of undergrowth and a few well-grown trees. From 
this spot one could see the Channel widened out into the Little Bay: the 
myriad islands, and, off to the west, the Secret and Fox Portages, 
beyond which lay the Great Bay, where the storms raged and the 
wind--such wind as Kenmore never knew--howled and tore like a 
raging fiend! 
In this open stretch of trees and rock Priscilla set up her own god. She 
had found the bleached skull of a cow in one of her father's pastures; 
this gruesome thing mounted upon a forked stick, its empty eye-sockets 
and ears filled with twigs and dried grasses, was sufficiently pagan and 
horrible to demand an entirely unique form of worship, and this 
Priscilla proceeded to evolve. She invented weird words, meaningless 
but high-sounding; she propitiated her idol with wild dances and an 
abandon of restraint. Before it she had moments of strange silence 
when, with wonder-filled eyes, she waited for suggestion and 
impression by which to be guided. Very young was she when 
intuitively she sensed the inner call that was always so deeply to sway 
her. Through the years from eight to fourteen Priscilla worshipped 
more or less frequently before her secret shrine. The uncanny ceremony 
eased many an overstrained hour and did for the girl what should have 
been done in a more normal way. The place on the red rock became her 
sanctuary. To it she carried her daily task of sewing and dreamed her 
long dreams. 
The Glenns rarely went to church--the distance was too great--but 
Nathaniel, looming high and stern across the table in the bare kitchen, 
morning and night, set forth the rigid, unlovely creed of his belief. This 
fell upon Priscilla's unheeding ears, but the hours before the shrine 
were deeply, tenderly religious, although they were bright and merry 
hours. 
Of course, during the years, there were the regular Kenmore 
happenings that impressed the girl to a greater or lesser degree, but they
were like pictures thrown upon a screen--they came, they went, while 
her inner growth was steady and sure. 
Two families, one familiar and commonplace, the other more mystical 
than anything else, interested Priscilla mightily during her early youth. 
Jerry and Michael McAlpin, with little Jerry-Jo, the son of old Jerry, 
were vital factors in Kenmore. They occupied the exalted position of 
rural expressmen, and distributed, when various things did not interfere, 
the occasional freight and mail that survived the careless methods of 
the vicinity. 
The McAlpin brothers were hard drinkers, but they were most 
considerate. When Jerry indulged, Michael remained sober and steady; 
when Michael fell before temptation, Jerry pulled himself together in a 
marvellous way, and so, as a firm, they had surmounted every inquiry 
and suspicion of a relentless government and were welcomed far and 
wide, not only for their legitimate business, but for the amount of 
gossip and scandal they disbursed along with their load. Jerry-Jo, the 
son of the older McAlpin, was four years older than Priscilla and was 
the only really young creature who had ever entered her life intimately. 
The other family, of whom the girl thought vaguely,    
    
		
	
	
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