Miss 
Mallett's pride, and the pity that one so young should sometimes look 
so old. 
And Rose was wishing that the spring would last for ever, the spring 
with its promise of excitement and adventure which would not be 
fulfilled, though one was willingly deceived into believing that it would. 
Yet she had youth's happy faith in accident: something breathless and 
terrific would sweep her, as on the winds of storm, out of this peaceful, 
gracious life, this place where feudalism still survived, where men 
touched their hats to her as her due. And it was her due! She raised her 
head and gave her pale profile to the houses on one side, the trees and 
the open spaces of green on the other. And not because she was a 
Mallett though it was a name honoured in Radstowe, but because she 
was herself. Hats would always be touched to her, and it was the 
touchers who would feel themselves complimented in the act. She 
knew that, but the knowledge was not much to her; she wished she 
could offer homage for a change, and the colossal figure of her 
imagination loomed up again; a rough man, perhaps; yes, he might be 
rough if he were also great; rough and the scandal of her stepsisters! 
As she rode under the flowering trees to the stable where she kept her
horse, she wondered whether she should tell her stepsisters of Francis 
Sales's proposal, but she knew she would not do so. She seldom told 
them anything they did not know already. They would think it a 
reasonable match; they might urge her acceptance; they were anxious 
for her to marry, but Caroline, at least, was proud of the inherent 
Mallett distaste for the marriage state. 'We're all flirts,' she would say 
for the thousandth time. 'We can't settle down, not one of us,' and 
holding up a thumb and forefinger and pinching them together, she 
would add, 'We like to hold men's hearts like that--and let them go!' It 
was great nonsense, Rose thought, but it had the necessary spice of 
truth. The Malletts were not easily pleased, and they were not good 
givers of anything except gold, the easiest thing to give. Rose wished 
she could give the difficult things--love, devotion, and self-sacrifice; 
but she could not, or perhaps she had no opportunity. She was fond of 
her stepsisters, but her most conscious affection was the one she felt for 
her horse. 
She left him at the stable and, fastening up her riding-skirt, she walked 
slowly home. She had not far to go. A steep street, where 
narrow-fronted old houses informed the public that apartments were to 
be let within, brought her to the broad space of grass and trees called 
The Green, which she had just passed on her horse. Straight ahead of 
her was the wide street flanked by houses of which her home was 
one--a low white building hemmed in on each side by another and with 
a small walled garden in front of it; not a large house, but one full of 
character and of quiet self-assurance. Malletts had lived in it for several 
generations, long before the opposite houses were built, long before the 
road had, lower down, degenerated into a region of shops. These 
houses, all rechristened in a day of enthusiasm, Nelson Lodge, with 
Trafalgar House, taller, bigger, but not so white, on one side of it, and 
Hardy Cottage, somewhat smaller, on the other, had faced open 
meadows in General Mallett's boyhood. Round the corner, facing The 
Green, were a few contemporaries, and they all had a slight look of 
disdain for the later comers, yet no single house was flagrantly new. 
There was not a villa in sight and on The Green two old stone 
monuments, to long-dead and long-forgotten warriors, kept company 
with the old trees under which children were now playing, while nurses 
wheeled perambulators on the bisecting paths. The Green itself sloped
upwards until it became a flat-topped hill, once a British or a Roman 
camp, and thence the river could be seen between its rocky cliffs and 
the woods Rose had lately skirted clothing the farther side in every 
shade of green. 
She lingered for a moment to watch the children playing, the 
nursemaids slowly pushing, the elms opening their crumpled leaves 
like babies' hands. She had a momentary desire to stay, to wander 
round the hill and look with untired eyes at the familiar scene; but she 
passed on under the tyranny of tea. The Malletts were always in time 
for meals and the meals were exquisite, like the polish on the old brass 
door-knocker, like the furniture in the white panelled hall, like the 
beautiful old mahogany in the drawing-room, the old china, the glass 
bowls full    
    
		
	
	
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