powerfully affected when I saw the corpse of one, whom 
I had so lately marked as blooming with youth and health; but my eyes
soon became accustomed to horrors. On Monday morning, June 19th, I 
hastened to the field of battle: I was compelled to go through the forest 
de Soignês, for the road was so completely choked up as to be 
impassable.--The dead required no help; but thousands of wounded, 
who could not help themselves, were in want of every thing; their 
features, swollen by the sun and rain, looked livid and bloated. One 
poor fellow had a ghastly wound across his lower lip, which gaped 
wide, and showed his teeth and gums, as though a second and unnatural 
mouth had opened below his first. Another, quite blind from a gash 
across his eyes, sat upright, gasping for breath, and murmuring, "De 
l'eau! de l'eau!" The anxiety for water, was indeed most distressing. 
The German "Vaser! vaser!" and the French "De l'eau! de l'eau!" still 
seem sounding in my ears. I am convinced that hundreds must have 
perished from thirst alone, and they had no hope of assistance, for even 
humane persons were afraid of approaching the scene of blood, lest 
they should be taken in requisition to bury the dead; almost every 
person who came near, being pressed into that most disgusting and 
painful service. This general burying was truly horrible: large square 
holes were dug about six feet deep, and thirty or forty fine young 
fellows stripped to their skins were thrown into each, pell mell, and 
then covered over in so slovenly a manner, that sometimes a hand or 
foot peeped through the earth. One of these holes was preparing as I 
passed, and the followers of the army were stripping the bodies before 
throwing them into it, whilst some Russian Jews were assisting in the 
spoilation of the dead, by chiseling out their teeth! an operation which 
they performed with the most brutal indifference. The clinking 
hammers of these wretches jarred horribly upon my ears, and mingled 
strangely with the occasional report of pistols, which seemed echoing 
each other at stated intervals, from different corners of the field. I could 
not divine the meaning of these shots, till I was informed, that they 
proceeded from the Belgians, who were killing the wounded horses. 
Hundreds of these fine creatures were, indeed, galloping over the plain, 
kicking and plunging, apparently mad with pain, whilst the poor 
wounded wretches who saw them coming, and could not get out of 
their way, shrieked in agony, and tried to shrink back to escape from 
them, but in vain. Soon after, I saw an immense horse (one of the 
Scotch Greys) dash towards a colonel of the Imperial Guard, who had
had his leg shattered; the horse was frightfully wounded, and part of a 
broken lance still rankled in one of its wounds. It rushed snorting and 
plunging past the Frenchman, and I shall never forget his piercing cry 
as it approached. I flew instantly to the spot, but ere I reached it the 
man was dead; for, though I do not think the horse had touched him, 
the terror he felt had been too much for his exhausted frame. Sickened 
with the immense heaps of slain, which spread in all directions as far as 
the eye could reach, I was preparing to return, when as I was striding 
over the dead and dying, and meditating on the horrors of war, my 
attention was attracted by a young Frenchman, who was lying on his 
back, apparently at the last gasp. There was something in his 
countenance which interested me, and I fancied, though I knew not 
when, or where, that I had seen him before. Some open letters were 
lying around, and one was yet grasped in his hand as though he had 
been reading it to the last moment. My eye fell upon the words "Mon 
cher fils," in a female hand, and I felt interested for the fate of so 
affectionate a son. When I left home in the morning, I had put a flask of 
brandy and some biscuit into my pocket, in the hope that I might be 
useful to the wounded, but when I gazed on the countless multitude 
which strewed the field, I felt discouraged from attempting to relieve 
them. Chance had now directed my attention to one individual, and I 
was resolved to try to save his life. His thigh was broken, and he was 
badly wounded on the left wrist, but the vital parts were untouched, and 
his exhaustion seemed to arise principally from the loss of blood. I 
poured a few drops of brandy into his mouth, and crumbling my biscuit 
contrived to make him swallow a small particle. The effects of the dose    
    
		
	
	
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