Sentimental Tommy | Page 2

them without a word, so desirous was he to make a breath taken
at the foot of the close stair last him to the top. Tommy merely gaped
after this fine sight, but Shovel had experience, and "It's a kid or a
coffin." he said sharply, knowing that only birth or death brought a
doctor here.
Watching the doctor's ascent, the two boys strained their necks over the
rickety banisters, which had been polished black by trousers of the past,
and sometimes they lost him, and then they saw his legs again.
"Hello, it's your old woman!" cried Shovel. "Is she a deader?" he asked,
brightening, for funerals made a pleasant stir on the stair.
The question had no meaning for bewildered Tommy, but he saw that if
his mother was a deader, whatever that might be, he had grown great in
his companion's eye. So he hoped she was a deader.
"If it's only a kid," Shovel began, with such scorn that Tommy at once
screamed, "It ain't!" and, cross-examined, he swore eagerly that his
mother was in bed when he left her in the morning, that she was still in
bed at dinner-time, also that the sheet was over her face, also that she
was cold.
Then she was a deader and had attained distinction in the only way
possible in that street. Shovel did not shake Tommy's hand warmly, the
forms of congratulation varying in different parts of London, but he
looked his admiration so plainly that Tommy's head waggled proudly.
Evidently, whatever his mother had done redounded to his glory as well
as to hers, and somehow he had become a boy of mark. He said from
his elevation that he hoped Shovel would believe his tales about

Thrums now, and Shovel, who had often cuffed Tommy for sticking to
him so closely, cringed in the most snobbish manner, craving
permission to be seen in his company for the next three days. Tommy,
the upstart, did not see his way to grant this favor for nothing, and
Shovel offered a knife, but did not have it with him; it was his sister
Ameliar's knife, and he would take it from her, help his davy. Tommy
would wait there till Shovel fetched it. Shovel, baffled, wanted to know
what Tommy was putting on hairs for. Tommy smiled, and asked
whose mother was a deader. Then Shovel collapsed, and his wind
passed into Tommy.
The reign of Thomas Sandys, nevertheless, was among the shortest, for
with this question was he overthrown: "How did yer know she were
cold?"
"Because," replied Tommy, triumphantly, "she tell me herself."
Shovel only looked at him, but one eye can be so much more terrible
than two, that plop, plop, plop came the balloon softly down the steps
of the throne and at the foot shrank pitifully, as if with Ameliar's knife
in it.
"It's only a kid arter all!" screamed Shovel, furiously. Disappointment
gave him eloquence, and Tommy cowered under his sneers, not
understanding them, but they seemed to amount to this, that in having a
baby he had disgraced the house.
"But I think," he said, with diffidence, "I think I were once one."
Then all Shovel could say was that he had better keep it dark on that
stair.
Tommy squeezed his fist into one eye, and the tears came out at the
other. A good-natured impulse was about to make Shovel say that
though kids are undoubtedly humiliations, mothers and boys get used
to them in time, and go on as brazenly as before, but it was checked by
Tommy's unfortunate question, "Shovel, when will it come?"

Shovel, speaking from local experience, replied truthfully that they
usually came very soon after the doctor, and at times before him.
"It ain't come before him," Tommy said, confidently.
"How do yer know?"
"'Cos it weren't there at dinner-time, and I been here since dinner-time."
The words meant that Tommy thought it could only enter by way of the
stair, and Shovel quivered with delight. "H'st!" he cried, dramatically,
and to his joy Tommy looked anxiously down the stair, instead of up it.
"Did you hear it?" Tommy whispered.
Before he could control himself Shovel blurted out: "Do you think as
they come on their feet?"
"How then?" demanded Tommy; but Shovel had exhausted his
knowledge of the subject. Tommy, who had begun to descend to hold
the door, turned and climbed upwards, and his tears were now but the
drop left in a cup too hurriedly dried. Where was he off to? Shovel
called after him; and he answered, in a determined whisper: "To shove
of it out if it tries to come in at the winder."
This was enough for the more knowing urchin, now so full of good
things that with