hath sadly mistaken me: no man knoweth what 
guiltiness is in me.' And to Lady Boyd, speaking of some great lessons 
he had learnt in the school of adversity, he says, 'In the third place, I 
have seen here my abominable vileness, and it is such that if I were 
well known no one in all the kingdom would ask me how I do. . . . I am 
a deeper hypocrite and a shallower professor than any one could
believe. Madam, pity me, the chief of sinners.' And, again, to the Laird 
of Carlton: 'Woe, woe is me, that men should think there is anything in 
me. The house-devils that keep me company and this sink of corruption 
make me to carry low sails. . . . But, howbeit I am a wretched captive of 
sin, yet my Lord can hew heaven out of worse timber than I am, if 
worse there be.' And to Lady Kenmure: 'I am somebody in the books of 
my friends, . . . but there are armies of thoughts within me, saying the 
contrary, and laughing at the mistakes of my many friends. Oh! if my 
inner side were only seen!' Ah no, my brethren, no land is so fearful to 
them that are sent to search it out as their own heart. 'The land,' said the 
ten spies, 'is a land that eateth up the inhabitants thereof; the cities are 
walled up to heaven, and very great, and the children of Anak dwell in 
them. We were in their sight as grasshoppers, and so we were in our 
own sight.' Ah, no! no stair is so steep as the stair of sanctification, no 
bread is so salt as that which is baked for a man of God out of the wild 
oats of his past sin and his present sinfulness. Even Joshua and Caleb, 
who brought back a good report of the land, did not deny that the 
children of Anak were there, or that their walls went up to heaven, or 
that they, the spies, were as grasshoppers before their foes: Caleb and 
Joshua only said that, in spite of all that, if the Lord delighted in His 
people, He both could and would give them a land flowing with milk 
and honey. And be it recorded and remembered to his credit and his 
praise that, with all his self-discoveries and self- accusings, Rutherford 
did not utter one single word of doubt or despair; so far from that was 
he, that in one of his letters to Hugh M'Kail he tells us that some of his 
correspondents have written to him that he is possibly too joyful under 
the cross. Blunt old Knockbrex, for one, wrote to his old minister to 
restrain somewhat his ecstasy. So true was it, what Rutherford said of 
himself to David Dickson, that he was 'made up of extremes.' So he 
was, for I know no man among all my masters in personal religion who 
unites greater extremes in himself than Samuel Rutherford. Who weeps 
like Rutherford over his banishment from Anwoth, while all the time 
who is so feasted in Christ's palace in Aberdeen? Who loathes himself 
like Rutherford? Not Bunyan, not Brea, not Boston; and, at the same 
time, who is so transported and lost to himself in the beauty and 
sweetness of Christ? As we read his raptures we almost say with 
cautious old Knockbrex, that possibly Rutherford is somewhat too full
of ecstasy for this fallen, still unsanctified, and still so slippery world. 
It took two men to carry back the cluster of grapes the spies cut down at 
Eshcol, and there is sweetness and strength and ecstasy enough for ten 
men in any one of Rutherford's inebriated Letters. 'See what the land is, 
and whether it be fat or lean, and bring back of the fruits of the land.' 
This was the order given by Moses to the twelve spies. And, whether 
the land was fat or lean, Moses and all Israel could judge for 
themselves when the spies laid down their load of grapes at Moses' feet. 
'I can report nothing but good of the land,' said Joshua Redivivus, as he 
sent back such clusters of its vineyards and such pots of its honey to 
Hugh Mackail, to Marion M'Naught, and to Lady Kenmure. And then, 
when all his letters were collected and published, never surely, since 
the Epistles of Paul and the Gospel of John, had such clusters of 
encouragement and such intoxicating cordials been laid to the lips of 
the Church of Christ. 
Our old authors tell us that after the northern tribes had tasted the 
warmth and the sweetness of the wines of Italy they could take no rest 
till they had conquered and taken possession of that land    
    
		
	
	
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