the inner, or perfectly sacred, 
circle, which was presided over by Oldham, the grand "Pater." A diet 
consisting almost entirely of uncooked cabbage is apt to grow 
monotonous, and my mother did not remain at Ham Common long. A 
year or two later, however, when New Harmony was established, she 
went on Robert Owen's special invitation to Queenwood, near Wisbech, 
Norfolk, a baronial structure surrounded by spacious woods and 
promenades. The inmates of Queenwood, though they were all 
believers in the principle of association, consulted their own taste in 
matters of diet, but the most popular table in the Hall was the one 
where a vegetarian diet alone was served. It was, as I gathered, a happy
and innocent community; but infamous reports were spread concerning 
it by the antagonists of human progress; it was, in fact, described as an 
immoral association. Members of the Church Orthodox were not likely 
to forgive a community founded to illustrate the doctrines of the man 
who denounced all religions as 'wrong,' and who on the platform and in 
the newspapers had so often shown the weak points in the armour of 
Christianity. 'Is it possible' asked an opponent of Socialism at 
Edinburgh, in 1838, 'to train an individual to believe that two and two 
make five?' 'We need not, I fancy, go far for an answer,' replied Owen, 
with his gentle smile and inimitable courtliness of manner, 'I fancy all 
of us know many persons who are trained to believe that three make 
one, and who think very ill of you if you differ from them.' 
"I have often heard my mother speak of Robert Owen as the kindliest 
and most gracious of men, with an air of indomitable gentleness 
peculiarly irritating to individuals whose métier it was to discuss 
burning questions under burning excitement. I saw the good man often 
early in my life, but my recollection of him is kaleidoscopic--one tiny 
sparkle of memory mixed confusedly with things I have only heard. In 
our home, wherever it might be, he was a sort of religious presence. I 
heard his name long before I heard that of Jesus Christ. I was taught to 
think of him as of one wholly unselfish, holy, and morally omniscient. I 
heard again and again of his gracious deeds and inspiring words. One 
secret of his extraordinary power was that he was pre-eminently a 
'gentleman.' Under his refining influence the rough, untutored men who 
flocked to his standard became gentle too. When persecution came they 
took it like their master, patiently and wisely. To know Robert Owen 
was in itself a liberal education. 
"My first vivid recollections are of the period when my father, having 
established himself on the London Press, and residing permanently in 
London, sent me to a small school at Hampton Wick, kept by a 
well-known Socialist missionary, Alexander Campbell, known to his 
circle as the 'Patriarch.' He was a grave, simple man, with peculiar 
notions on the Immanence of the Deity, or what is called Being. With 
his peculiar religious ideas he combined, I fancy, eccentric views 
concerning the diet of the human race. At all events, the children under
the care of himself and his daughter pined for lack of fitting nutriment. 
I myself as a very little boy, must have been in danger of starvation, for 
I vividly remember having to supplement the school diet, which was 
chiefly vegetarian, by eating snails gathered in the garden. On going 
home for the holidays I was found to be a little skeleton, and my 
mother took care that I did not return to the establishment. 
"I was next sent to a so-called French and German College at Merton, 
kept by a certain M. de Chastelain, a French gentleman and, I think, a 
refugee. It was a large school, excellently conducted, but resembling, in 
some respects, Mr. Creakle's establishment, made famous by the author 
of "David Copperfield." Just opposite the main entrance was a 
CHURCH, almost the first I had ever seen, and certainly the first I ever 
entered. Here, I presume, I became acquainted with the national 
religion and its sacred terminology. I vividly recall the sense of 
strangeness I experienced when I listened, little heathen that I was, to 
the ordinary vocabulary of Christianity. I had received no religious 
teaching: if I had heard the name of God, it had been as a voice from 
far away; and I was old enough to understand that much that was taught 
in churches was mostly 'superstition.' But not till some years afterwards, 
when I was taken to Scotland, did I completely realise the gloom and 
narrowness of the popular Christian creed. 
"My parents were now residing at Norwood, in a quaint little cottage 
commanding a distant prospect of St. Paul's; and thither, chiefly on 
Sundays, came    
    
		
	
	
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