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Title: More Pages from a Journal 
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MORE PAGES FROM A JOURNAL WITH OTHER PAPERS 
 
Contents: 
A Bad Dream 
Esther Kate Radcliffe 
Mr. Whittaker's Retirement 
Confessions of a Self-tormentor 
A letter to the 'Rambler' 
A 
letter from the Authoress of 'Judith Crowhurst' 
Clearing-up after a 
storm in January 
The end of the North Wind 
Romney Marsh 
Axmouth 
The Preacher and the Sea 
Conversion July 
A Sunday 
morning in November 
Under Beachy Head: December 24th 
December Dreaming 
Ourselves 
The Riddle 
An Epoch 
Belief 
Extracts from a diary on the Quantocks 
Godwin and Wordsworth 
Notes 
Shakespeare 
 
A BAD DREAM
Miss Toller, a lady about forty years old, kept a boarding-house, called 
Russell House, at Brighton, in a dull but genteel part of the town--so 
dull that even those fortunate inhabitants who were reputed to have 
resources in themselves were relieved by a walk to the shops or by a 
German band. Miss Toller could not afford to be nearer the front. Rents 
were too high for her, even in the next street, which claimed a sea-view 
sideways through the bow-windows. She was the daughter of a farmer 
in Northamptonshire, and till she came to Brighton had lived at home. 
When she was five-and-twenty her mother died, and in two years her 
father married again. The second wife was a widow, good-looking but 
hard, and had a temper. She made herself very disagreeable to Miss 
Toller, and the husband took the wife's part. Miss Toller therefore left 
the farm at Barton Sluice, and with a little money that belonged to her 
purchased the goodwill and furniture of Russell House. She brought 
with her a Northamptonshire girl as servant, and the two shared the 
work between them. At the time when this history begins she had five 
lodgers, all of whom had been with her six months, and one for more 
than a year. 
Mrs. Poulter, the senior in residence of the five, was the widow of a 
retired paymaster in the Navy. She was between fifty and sixty, a big, 
portly woman. After her husband was pensioned she lived in Southsea. 
As he belonged to the civilian branch, Mrs. Poulter had to fight 
undauntedly in order to maintain a calling acquaintance with the wives 
of executive officers, and in fact the highest she had on her list was a 
commander's lady. When Paymaster Poulter died, and his pension 
ceased, she gave up the struggle. She had no children, and moved to 
Brighton with an annuity of 150 pounds a year derived from her 
husband's insurance of 2000 pounds, and a life interest in some 
property left by her mother. 
Mr. Goacher was a bachelor clergyman of about forty. He read prayers, 
presided over the book-club, and by a judicious expenditure of oil 
prevented friction between the other boarders. It was understood that he 
had been compelled to give up clerical duty by what is called 
clergyman's sore-throat. It was not known whether he had been vicar, 
rector, or curate, but he wore the usual white neck- band and a soft, low
felt hat, he was clean-shaven, his letters were addressed 'Reverend,' he 
was not bad-looking; and these vouchers were considered sufficient. 
Mrs. Mudge was the widow of a tradesman in London. She was better 
off than any of the other lodgers, and drank claret at twenty shillings a 
dozen. 
Miss Everard, the youngest of the party, was a French mistress, but 
English