with safety confide her fear, and 
from whom she could expect some meed of succour. 
She knew, as everybody knew, that years ago he had given up the hours 
of consultation which had seen his Harley Street waiting-room filled to 
overflowing; that little by little, bit by bit, indeed, he had given himself 
up entirely to research work, travelling in every quarter of the globe in 
his quest for the knowledge necessary to the alleviation of the mental 
troubles of his fellow-beings. And that when he found it or some part of 
it he had hurried home, and having brought it to as near a state of 
perfection as possible, had flung it broad-cast to the suffering; just as 
he flung the immense sums of money he made among the destitute for 
whom he loved to work without thought of the morrow. 
A genuine case of trouble he had never been known to dismiss, and 
Susan Hetth had heaved a sigh of relief into the receiver when he fixed 
an immediate appointment. 
The spook of fear is not the cheeriest companion of the early cup of tea, 
and Nannie's words, allied to Nannie's face when she entered without 
knocking, had caused the silly, invertebrate woman to take immediate 
action for once in her life. 
Not for anything would she confess it, but she wished now she had 
listened to Nannie when, just a year ago, she had so fervently urged a 
visit to the doctor the first time she had discovered the baby girl 
walking downstairs one step at a time in her sleep. 
She remembered the way the ever-changing house-parlourmaids had 
furtively looked at the child when she came in to dessert; how one after 
the other they had given notice, declaring that although they really 
loved the child their nerves would not stand the ever-recurring shock of 
finding her sitting in some corner in the dark; or the pattering of her 
little feet on the stairs when she occasionally evaded the nurse and 
walked about the house in her sleep; and she remembered how other 
nurses who brought baby visitors to tea had watched the child,
surreptitiously touching their foreheads and wagging their heads at each 
other. 
But, as is the way of the supine, she had put it off and put it off until 
her negligence had culminated in the frightful scene of this same very 
early morning, when Leonie, waking in the day nursery to find her 
kitten dead, had screamed and shrieked hour after hour until the 
house-parlourmaid had rushed in and given instant notice, with the 
unsolicited information that the servants thought, and the neighbours 
said, the child was mad and ought to be sent to a home. 
Then, indeed, had terror suddenly tweaked Susan Hetth's heart, the 
social one, the maternal one having long since atrophied through want 
of use; for the shadow of lunacy is about the blackest of all the shadows 
that can fall across a butterfly's sunny, heedless path. 
Ten years ago she had lost her husband, in the year following most of 
her capital had gone in a mad-cat speculation, and three years later her 
gallant brother-in-law died, leaving her a yearly income sufficient for 
expenses and education if she would undertake to mother his little 
daughter. Since then she had led the usual abortive life of the woman 
who lives on the past glamour of her husband's success and a limited 
income, upon which she tries ineffectually to dovetail herself into a 
society to which she does not rightly belong. Having noticed an 
increasing plenitude of silver among the ash-gold of her hair, a 
deepening of the lines of discord between her brows, and the threads of 
discontent which were daily being hemstitched into her face by the 
sharp needles of make-believe, covetousness, and a precarious banking 
account, she had recently decided to try and annex, or rather try and 
graft herself on to a certain unsuspecting male being en secondes noces. 
And that simply cannot be done if there is the slightest shadow upon 
one's appendages. 
So she sat down in the chair with as good a grace as she could muster, 
and arranged her big picture hat so that the spring sun should not draw 
Sir Jonathan's attention to the methods she employed to combat the 
rapidity with which what remained of her prettiness, prematurely faded
by the Indian sun, was vanishing. 
For a long and trying moment he sat silently staring at her, wondering 
as he had always wondered what had induced his old friend to place his 
little girl in such inadequate, feeble hands. 
To break the tension Lady Hetth clanked a silver Indian bracelet bought 
at Liberty's against an Egyptian chain sold by Swan & Edgar's, and the 
man frowned as he drew a series    
    
		
	
	
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