much more numerous, also 
more eager to be fed. They seemed to understand very quickly that my 
bread and grain was for them and not the sparrows; but although they 
stationed themselves close to me, the little robbers we were jointly 
trying to outwit managed to get some pieces of bread by flying up and 
catching them before they touched the sward. This little comedy over, I 
visited the water-fowl, ducks of many kinds, sheldrakes, geese from 
many lands, swans black, and swans white. To see birds in prison 
during the spring mood of which I have spoken is not only no 
satisfaction but a positive pain; here--albeit without that large liberty 
that nature gives, they are free in a measure; and swimming and diving 
or dozing in the sunshine, with the blue sky above them, they are 
perhaps unconscious of any restraint. Walking along the margin I 
noticed three children some yards ahead of me; two were quite small, 
but the third, in whose charge the others were, was a robust-looking girl, 
aged about ten or eleven years. From their dress and appearance I took 
them to be the children of a respectable artisan or small tradesman; but 
what chiefly attracted my attention was the very great pleasure the elder 
girl appeared to take in the birds. She had come well provided with 
stale bread to feed them, and after giving moderately of her store to the 
wood-pigeons and sparrows, she went on to the others, native and
exotic, that were disporting themselves in the water, or sunning 
themselves on the green bank. She did not cast her bread on the water 
in the manner usual with visitors, but was anxious to feed all the 
different species, or as many as she could attract to her, and appeared 
satisfied when any one individual of a particular kind got a fragment of 
her bread. Meanwhile she talked eagerly to the little ones, calling their 
attention to the different birds. Drawing near, I also became an 
interested listener; and then, in answer to my questions, she began 
telling me what all these strange fowls were. "This," she said, glad to 
give information, "is the Canadian goose, and there is the Egyptian 
goose; and here is the king-duck coming towards us; and do you see 
that large, beautiful bird standing by itself, that will not come to be fed? 
That is the golden duck. But that is not its real name; I don't know them 
all, and so I name some for myself. I call that one the golden duck 
because in the sun its feathers sometimes shine like gold." It was a rare 
pleasure to listen to her, and seeing what sort of a girl she was, and how 
much in love with her subject, I in my turn told her a great deal about 
the birds before us, also of other birds she had never seen nor heard of, 
in other and distant lands that have a nobler bird life than ours; and 
after she had listened eagerly for some minutes, and had then been 
silent a little while, she all at once pressed her two hands together, and 
exclaimed rapturously, "Oh, I do so love the birds!" 
I replied that that was not strange, since it is impossible for us not to 
love whatever is lovely, and of all living things birds were made most 
beautiful. 
Then I walked away, but could not forget the words she had exclaimed, 
her whole appearance, the face flushed with color, the eloquent brown 
eyes sparkling, the pressed palms, the sudden spontaneous passion of 
delight and desire in her tone. The picture was in my mind all that day, 
and lived through the next, and so wrought on me that I could not 
longer keep away from the birds, which I, too, loved; for now all at 
once it seemed to me that life was not life without them; that I was 
grown sick, and all my senses dim; that only the wished sight of wild 
birds could medicine my vision; that only by drenching it in their wild 
melody could my tired brain recover its lost vigour. 
 
II
After wandering somewhat aimlessly about the country for a couple of 
days, I stumbled by chance on just such a spot as I had been wishing to 
find--a rustic village not too far away. It was not more than twenty-five 
minutes' walk from a small station, less than one hour by rail from 
London. 
The way to the village was through cornfields, bordered by hedges and 
rows of majestic elms. Beyond it, but quite near, there was a wood, 
principally of beech, over a mile in length, with a public path running 
through it. On the right hand, ten minutes' walk from the village, there    
    
		
	
	
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