Moments of Vision | Page 3

Thomas Hardy
was the season's fairest,
And time-lines all unknown.
I smiled at my image, and put it back,
And he went on cherishing it,
until
I was chafed that he loved not the me then living,
But that past woman still.
Well, such was my jealousy at last,
I destroyed that face of the former
me;
Could you ever have dreamed the heart of woman
Would work so foolishly!
HEREDITY
I am the family face;
Flesh perishes, I live on,
Projecting trait and

trace
Through time to times anon,
And leaping from place to place

Over oblivion.
The years-heired feature that can
In curve and voice and eye

Despise the human span
Of durance--that is I;
The eternal thing in
man,
That heeds no call to die.
"YOU WERE THE SORT THAT MEN FORGET"
You were the sort that men forget;
Though I--not yet! -
Perhaps not ever. Your slighted weakness
Adds to the strength of my regret!
You'd not the art--you never had
For good or bad -
To make men see how sweet your meaning,
Which, visible, had charmed them glad.
You would, by words inept let fall,
Offend them all,
Even if they saw your warm devotion
Would hold your life's blood at their call.
You lacked the eye to understand
Those friends offhand
Whose mode was crude, though whose dim
purport
Outpriced the courtesies of the bland.
I am now the only being who
Remembers you
It may be. What a waste that Nature

Grudged soul so dear the art its due!
SHE, I, AND THEY
I was sitting,
She was knitting,
And the portraits of our fore-folk
hung around;
When there struck on us a sigh;
"Ah--what is that?" said I:
"Was it
not you?" said she. "A sigh did sound."
I had not breathed it,
Nor the night-wind heaved it,
And how it
came to us we could not guess;
And we looked up at each face
Framed and glazed there in its place,

Still hearkening; but thenceforth was silentness.
Half in dreaming,
"Then its meaning,"
Said we, "must be surely this;
that they repine
That we should be the last
Of stocks once unsurpassed,
And unable
to keep up their sturdy line."
1916.
NEAR LANIVET, 1872
There was a stunted handpost just on the crest,
Only a few feet high:
She was tired, and we stopped in the
twilight-time for her rest,
At the crossways close thereby.
She leant back, being so weary, against its stem,
And laid her arms on its own,
Each open palm stretched out to each
end of them,

Her sad face sideways thrown.
Her white-clothed form at this dim-lit cease of day
Made her look as one crucified
In my gaze at her from the midst of
the dusty way,
And hurriedly "Don't," I cried.
I do not think she heard. Loosing thence she said,
As she stepped forth ready to go,
"I am rested now.--Something
strange came into my head;
I wish I had not leant so!"
And wordless we moved onward down from the hill
In the west cloud's murked obscure,
And looking back we could see
the handpost still
In the solitude of the moor.
"It struck her too," I thought, for as if afraid
She heavily breathed as we trailed;
Till she said, "I did not think how
'twould look in the shade,
When I leant there like one nailed."
I, lightly: "There's nothing in it. For YOU, anyhow!"
--"O I know
there is not," said she . . .
"Yet I wonder . . . If no one is bodily
crucified now,
In spirit one may be!"
And we dragged on and on, while we seemed to see

In the running of Time's far glass
Her crucified, as she had wondered
if she might be
Some day.--Alas, alas!
JOYS OF MEMORY
When the spring comes round, and a certain day
Looks out from the
brume by the eastern copsetrees
And says, Remember,
I begin again, as if it were new,
A day of like
date I once lived through,
Whiling it hour by hour away;
So shall I do till my December,
When spring comes round.
I take my holiday then and my rest
Away from the dun life here about
me,
Old hours re-greeting
With the quiet sense that bring they must

Such throbs as at first, till I house with dust,
And in the numbness my
heartsome zest
For things that were, be past repeating
When spring comes round.
TO THE MOON
"What have you looked at, Moon,
In your time,
Now long past your prime?"
"O, I have looked at,
often looked at
Sweet, sublime,
Sore things, shudderful, night and noon
In my time."

"What have you mused on, Moon,
In your day,
So aloof, so far away?"
"O, I have mused on, often
mused on
Growth, decay,
Nations alive, dead, mad, aswoon,
In my day!"
"Have you much wondered, Moon,
On your rounds,
Self-wrapt, beyond Earth's bounds?"
"Yea, I have
wondered, often wondered
At the sounds
Reaching me of the human tune
On my rounds."
"What do you think of it, Moon,
As you go?
Is Life much, or no?"
"O, I think of
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