Constance Dunlap | Page 3

hours.
Money breeds money. Why should I not use some of this idle money to
pay me what I ought to have?
"When Mr. Green was away last summer I heard some inside news
about a certain stock, go it happened that I began to juggle the accounts.
It is too long a story to tell how I did it. Anybody in my position could
have done it--for a time. It would not interest you anyhow. But I did it.
The first venture was successful. Also the spending of the money was
very successful, in its way. That was the money that took us to the
fashionable hotel in Atlantic City where we met so many people.
Instead of helping me, it got me in deeper.
"When the profit from this first deal was spent there was nothing to do
but to repeat what I had done successfully before. I could not quit now.
I tried again, a little hypothecation of some bonds. Stocks went down. I
had made a bad bet and five thousand dollars was wiped out, a whole
year's salary. I tried again, and wiped out five thousand more. I was at
my wits' end. I have borrowed under fictitious names, used names of
obscure persons as borrowers, have put up dummy security. It was
possible because I controlled the audits. But it has done no good. The
losses have far outbalanced the winnings and to-day I am in for
twenty-five thousand dollars."
She was watching him now with dilating eyes as the horror of the
situation was burned into her soul. He raced on, afraid to pause lest she
should interrupt him.
"Mr. Green has been talked into introducing scientific management and
a new system into the business by a certified public accountant, an
expert in installing systems and discovering irregularities. Here I am,
faced by certain exposure," he went on, pacing the floor and looking
everywhere but at her face. "What should I do? Borrow? It is useless. I

have no security that anyone would accept.
"There is just one thing left." He lowered his voice until it almost sank
into a hoarse whisper. "I must cut loose. I have scraped together what I
can and I have borrowed on my life insurance. Here on the table is all
that I can spare.
"To-night, the last night, I have worked frantically in a vain hope that
something, some way would at last turn up. It has not. There is no other
way out. In despair I have put this off until the last moment. But I have
thought of nothing else for a week. Good God, Constance, I have
reached the mental state where even intoxicants fail to intoxicate."
He dropped back again into the deep chair and sank his head again on
his hands. He groaned as he thought of the agony of packing a bag and
slinking for the Western express through the crowds at the railroad
terminal.
Still Constance was silent. Through her mind was running the single
thought that she had misjudged him. There had been no other woman in
the case. As he spoke, there came flooding into her heart the sudden
realization of the truth. He had done it for her.
It was a rude and bitter awakening after the past months when the
increased income, with no questions asked, had made her feel that they
were advancing. She passed her hands over her eyes, but there it was
still, not a dream but a harsh reality. If she could only have gone back
and undone it! But what was done, was done, She was amazed at
herself. It was not horror of the deed that sent an icy shudder over her.
It was horror of exposure.
He had done it for her. Over and over again that thought raced through
her mind. She steeled herself at last to speak. She hardly knew what
was in her own mind, what the conflicting, surging emotions of her
own heart meant.
"And so, you are leaving me what is left, leaving me in disgrace, and
you are going to do the best you can to get away safely. You want me

to tell one last lie for you."
There was an unnatural hollowness in her voice which he did not
understand, but which out him to the quick. He had killed love. He was
alone. He knew it. With a final effort he tried to moisten his parched
lips to answer. At last, in a husky voice, he managed to say, "Yes."
But with all his power of will he could not look at her.
"Carlton Dunlap," she cried, leaning both hands for support on the table,
bending over and at last forcing him to look her in the eyes, "do you
know